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Sick as Secrets

from The Lighthouse Project by John Dillon

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    THE LIGHTHOUSE PROJECT is a collection of songs/poems/essays written in collaboration with members of the Creative Recovery Group and John Dillon, a singer-songwriter in long-term recovery. The group collaborated on lyrics, and John created the music and recordings.

    "Listen to these songs. Read the lyrics and the stories of how the songs were created. Feel for yourself the healing power in a song.” – Mary Gauthier, Singer/songwriter, Author: Saved by a Song - The Art and Healing Power of Songwriting

    CREATIVE RECOVERY GROUP is an online gathering of people in recovery from substance use disorder, many of whom have recently graduated from St. Christopher’s Inn, an addiction treatment facility in Garrison, NY. The weekly Zoom meetings are facilitated by Eric Kreuter, Ph.D., CASAC-t, and focus on creative writing to enhance the recovery process.

    "This project reflects a new generation of creative works that are simultaneously acts of self-healing and acts of service—sources of profound hope and inspiration to individuals, families, and communities. – William White, Author: Slaying the Dragon: The History of Addiction Treatment and Recovery in America

    "The Lighthouse Project is a must-have for anyone who has given up the agony of addiction and chosen the blessing of life on life's terms.” – Rev. Dr. Martha Quintana, Albuquerque, NM 

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    THE LIGHTHOUSE PROJECT is a collection of songs/poems/essays written by members of the Creative Recovery Group and John Dillon, a singer-songwriter in long-term recovery. The group collaborated on lyrics, and John created music and produced the recordings.

    "Listen to these songs. Read the lyrics and the stories of how the songs were created. Feel for yourself the healing power in a song.” – Mary Gauthier, Singer/songwriter, Author: Saved by a Song - The Art and Healing Power of Songwriting

    CREATIVE RECOVERY GROUP is an online gathering of people in recovery from substance use disorder, many of whom have recently graduated from St. Christopher’s Inn, an addiction treatment facility in Garrison, NY. The weekly Zoom meetings are facilitated by Eric Kreuter, Ph.D., CASAC-t, and focus on creative writing to enhance the recovery process.

    "This project reflects a new generation of creative works that are simultaneously acts of self-healing and acts of service—sources of profound hope and inspiration to individuals, families, and communities. – William White, Author: Slaying the Dragon: The History of Addiction Treatment and Recovery in America

    "The Lighthouse Project is a must-have for anyone who has given up the agony of addiction and chosen the blessing of life on life's terms.” – Rev. Dr. Martha Quintana, Albuquerque, NM 

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about

I love this song! Got my old band back together (virtually) for this one. WESTERN WAVE: Mark Tomeo, Steve Adams and me.

lyrics

SICK AS SECRETS ©2023 John Dillon, Eric Kreuter, Ann Knickerbocker, Roger Casuso, Dana Fang, Matthew Chrisis

Using, abusing, living lies
Secrets fester, conscience dies
Lost inside the serpent’s lair  
Haunted by my own despair 

Share the secret, relieve the pain, shed the mask, break the chain
Trust the truth, burn the lies, from the ashes I will rise

Vision blinded by obsession
Muted thoughts of god-conception
Drug-induced false perception         
Builds a mask of self-deception


Share the secret, relieve the pain, shed the mask, break the chain
Trust the truth, burn the lies, from the ashes I will rise


Secrets held will bring us down
Take us to the dark side of town
That which we refuse to share
Will lead us down the devil's stair

BRIDGE (paraphrased from the Gnostic Gospel of St. Thomas):
If you keep inside what's within you
What stays in will slowly kill you
If you bring forth what's within you
What you share will surely save you

Day by day, I make my peace
Bring in the light, extend the lease
Pay the rent for sobriety 
Calm my fears and anxiety 

Share the secret, relieve the pain, shed the mask, break the chain
Trust the truth, burn the lies, from the ashes I will rise

credits

from The Lighthouse Project, released March 1, 2024
John Dillon - Lead vocals, resonator guitar, bass, drums
Vivian Nesbitt - Backing vocals
Steve Adams - Piano
Mark Tomeo - Pedal steel guitar

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John Dillon Melrose, New York

JOHN DILLON is an accomplished singer-songwriter, guitar-maker, author, and producer who began his recovery journey in 1992. John is recognized for his work as producer of the public radio show Art of the Song. His book The 20-20 Creativity Solution gives readers a step-by-step process to enhance their creativity. In 2022, he released his fourth studio album HOPE ROAD - from Addiction to Recovery. ... more

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